Wednesday, March 17, 2010

I want enough empty space between you and me. What about dating in a vaccum. Even molecules would be absent and silence would speak for us.

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

It takes off finally!

Monday, March 8, 2010

It's still not sinking in!

Sunday, March 7, 2010

The baby is screaming. I do everything yet I am not able to figure out why is it so. What does it need? I gave everything what it wanted. I don't know. Screams...thts what I hear. More of it everyday. All my efforts end in vain. People say that if she disturbs too much, I should leave her but then I am no one without her.They killed their babies long back perhaps. My baby will remain with me. I will find out the way to calm her, to satisfy her. She will be contended some way but we are never going to part.

Thursday, March 4, 2010

Script

When I started writing, I did not have the slightest inkling where it is taking me.Now, completing so many chapters, just wonder if I can delete some. I Never wanted, they seemed like a baby. A new chapter always excited me, but the older ones the sordid one keeps clinging. Joy, trust, fear, surprise, anticipation .......everything. I thought it made so much sense, the good ones the bad ones defined my ideologies. Made me what I am. The author of the Script, 'ME'/'I'.

A wave came, caught me unaware, the script has vanished.

'I' remained to write again

A new begining only to come to an end again.

Conscience

My conscience just told me taht one thing to which you should always be honest is me. I am your constant companion. Never forget me. If you do, I will never forgive you.

High-Way

Brain with differnt compartments with emotions stored in each. It feels good when few compartments gets closed. The way it got yesterday. It feels pleasant. I wish them to close them forever. Need a mechanism to recycle the wastes in these compartments or should I get rid of them completely.Thinking!!

I wished the plane could never fly.I wonder if I can be the pilot of that flight. What is your flight number by the way? Shall I come to fly with your permission. Oops!I need to ask the pilot.A tear trickle down. 'The airtel connection you are trying to reach is switched off.' The plane flew. Why did not it wait for me.

That's what happens whn you go HIGH WAY.

I wish to come back soon.

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

First Law of thermodynamics

Actions are truly an experimentation. When you are performing an act you don'trealise. You stay in the system, understand the intricacies and when nothing is left to explore, you come out of it and visualise. Sometimes, its positive emotions which you gain from the system. Sometimes its all negative. You come enriched or you give some to it.In all, system never loses anything. One just has to realise that she is a tiny constituent in that system.

First law of thermodyanamics does question individualism and has brought an important realisation.